Right now, I am at a loss for words and I am second guessing and questionning everything. Was it the right decision? Possibly. Was it the wrong decision? I don't really know. All I know is that my heart is broken in two and I am missing him terribly and hoping he is in a better place right now.
Execute every act of thy life as though it were thy last. Marcus Aurelius
But, this field of magical blooms took me to a happy place yesterday and hoping that is where he is right now, a happier place.